shit and other shit.

ok. so my last blog was really short because i wanted to make a quick post so that bill can read it. and i only have about 15 min to type up this one. i'm going to get back into the habit of typing blogs again. i was on the phone with bill before and was reading all of my old blogs on my xanga. it was pretty interesting to re-read what i wrote and read stories about how i would sit there and sulk every day. also, in my old blog every other post was a "bad day" it brought teh lolz. i haven't talked to bill in a while because i've been depressed all week because of what happened between JJ and i. we broke up and everything but we got back together on sunday. yayz. so i was reading his blog and it made me lol a lot. so i decided to call his sexy little ass. he's going to be really happy cause i'm writing about him again in ANOTHER one of my posts.
anywhoooo... i'm going to pick up from my last blog on xanga. things have been going okay so far. my life hasn't been sucky and my life hasn't been marvelous. im so glad i'm not living like i did a year ago. right now is probably the best part of my whole life. my bitch ass cunt mac daddy dad has been gone since january 2nd of last yr thank god. Otis got really sick and died on january 7th of this year. a month later we got the psycho bitch Missy. srsly, i'm teacher her this thing called "no bitch ass ness" and she's been doing a really good job of obeying it too.
i've been hanging out with my friends a lot more than i used to. i've been doing something with my friends every week. i have more freedom and everything and it's just so great.
im so glad i can sleep in tomorrow. ana slept over last night since she was moving out of her house. she turned 18 4 days ago and she couldn't move out any quicker. she and her siblings aren't doing so good and i feel really bad. John Pier is taking care of ana right now though so i don't have to deal with her peruvianassness.
my birthday is in two weeks and i can't wait. we might go to new york city and go to the art museaum for my birthday. im excited cause ive wanted to go to the art museaum for god knows how long and i think now ill finally be able to. and i want to go to new york during the winter or fall when its cold cause ive never been to NYC in the cold and i really want to do that. especially cause i love colder weather.
bill and i were just talking about halloween:

BillSamurai913 X (11:59:39 PM): ugh. i have no one to go trick or treating with on halloween. this is depressing

octobernightsky9 (12:01:29 AM): LOL

octobernightsky9 (12:01:33 AM): you still do that/

BillSamurai913 X (12:02:00 AM): i didnt last year cause i was in college

BillSamurai913 X (12:02:05 AM): but free candy is awesome

octobernightsky9 (12:02:13 AM): lol

octobernightsky9 (12:02:19 AM): i dont know if im going this year

octobernightsky9 (12:02:29 AM): i kind of dont like halloween it pisses me off kinda lol

BillSamurai913 X (12:02:38 AM): how?

octobernightsky9 (12:02:50 AM): idk.

octobernightsky9 (12:02:58 AM): i just dont like it it pisses me off idk why lol

lawlz.

lawlz.
this is my first post.
i don't know what to say.
i'm talking to bill on the phone and i was reading his posts and i was laughing like a little bitch. he's expecting a little sentence about him in here so here. here's your little sentence. : D
i broke up with JJ last week and it was a really fast break up. i was depressed for like a day and a half cause i didn't talk to him at all until his pussy ass self decided to text me and say he missed me. he sent me these texts on sunday night saying this:
"ok well when i was taking a shower i was thinking who will do anything that u will do for me like love me do the things that i do or anything u would do in general n i thought no one its impossible i need u thats it im miserable without u n it was only one day i was down n grounchy n people knew there was something wrong they just dont no what. i looked at ur pics on myspace n was like what did i do n i couldnt look at my phone without u being there cuz i nvr changed the pic =["
i flipping love JJ like a penis loves a vagina.
my best friend amber might be preggo. oh lawdy. -.-
and there's other shit too but i don't feel like posting about it cause bill is annoying the shit out of me and wants to read this post.